Words.

Pathetic
Honor
Dignity

Patriotic
Tiro

Hate
Discriminacy
Love
Fellowship
Optimist

Modernize
Improvement
Seventh.

Servant
Serve
Services

Infatuation
Beauty
Dread.
LIFE!!

Dreaming

I had dreaming of something weird frequently. It’s dreaming duh! What should I expect more? I think it’s a warning to wake me up earlier. Haha! It’s kind of strange. My latest dreaming was I in stepping down the stairs. Then, I went to have a dinner while seeing the huge crocodile -dinosaur with a pair of leg that similarly to the frog. The body is similarly to an oldest giant fish. I don’t know the names. Yeeeeeeeew!! And they were eating the humans that swimming at that place. I don’t know. It is some kind of place with a stream and there is a path at the centre of it where all the crocodiles come from.

Then I remember. My previous dreaming also about something with stairs but I was stepping up. Might be its want to tell me I have to make a huge effort in order to have the best result for return. And if I still maintaining my laziness, I should be down again which am I don’t want.

Ok. Stop about dreaming.

MY Short New

I don’t know which demons have spelled me to cut my hair. Short! It is really short. As reward for that, I felt energetic and free. Burdens that surrounding my head was gone as my residue hair goes. Honestly, it’s not purely relieved. He seems doesn’t want to change. So, I’ll be the one who change.

Tagged - from a.l.e.f.a.h

1 - NAMA TIMANGAN ANDA

erin

in (wanted only)

2 - ANDA SEORANG YANG
liked to : challenging - hiking, bacpackers travelling, shopping.

loved to : all items that i loved to - miss sixty jeans, levis love pocket, mooks shirts, slim dark brown havaianas slippers, 2920 laptop, TOPSHOP purse, Ferragamo shoes.

afraid of : frog, entering elevator alone when midnight onwards, paralyzed.

3 - INSAN TERISTIMEWA
odin, mak dan ejam

4 - LAGU KESUKAAN ANDA
soulja boy - kiss me through the phone

5 - MAKANAN KESUKAAN ANDA

nasi lemak, chocolate cake, doughnut. NUT!

a lot basically!

6 - SIKAP YANG BUAT ANDA STRESS

when ejam ignoring me!

7 - WARNA KESUKAAN
white

TAG 6 RAKAN ANDA

zara, kissingGuru, alifah, daya, mawar, nawal.

Pet Society on Facebook

Lately, I am busy playing this Pet Society games through Facebook. Funny, cute and charming as well, that’s makes me always wanted to activate my pet even though the activities are about to same. I didn’t have much to say basically.

This is my pet. Its name is Opiito. And she’s cute!

One of my neighbour. Isn't both are cute?

Happy Birthday Swimming

This entry is about what happen to me on yesterday which means Wednesday. What shall I say about? I went to swim again today without Alan but I met Zara. He got something to do at WCC.

The best is I can cross the swimming pool. A lot! Back and forth. In reality I did stop a few times due to my energy. The main things I did encouraged myself to face my fear and nervous. I try to not become weary and absolutely I knew that victory is ahead. Just ahead of my mind. Even i knew I will freak out but I tried to stay calm. Thanks to my coach and Zara. She’s helped me a lot. Indeed, I am about to make my “List of Plan” almost accomplished.

Then I have a discussion about dipole moment with my presentation team. Damn because I know nothing. I hate to present the things I don’t know much.

Happy birthday to my UDA!! It was on 14th actually. Honestly we never celebrate each birthday together in the exact date. Since I was here and he was there. I still didn’t get the “feel”. Yet!

My Weekend Goes Around Again

I’d just got back from Taiping. It was unplanned actually but I can say my weekend was pretty good. I went there to visit my senior’s house. She’d come to Penang at the very late evening. We playing bowling and have a dinner at Hammer Bay. All treated by her and her boyfriend. After that, we start our journey to Taiping. For the first half, I was the driver. Thanks nenek because let me drive the car and let me tell I was happy for that. We reached her house at 12 midnight. We ate bubur kacang first then she drove atuk to his home.

When I did get home, I mean my room it was 6pm and I was tired. Quickly I settle up my things and lay my body onto bed. Updating my brains, I did promise to myself to not to interfere other person matter unless I was accepted into that life.

Atuk, me and Nenek

My new shoe from Vincci accesories

Triple Double Trouble

I always wanted to have more and more. Greedy! But deep inside my heart, I don’t want ask for much but I am grateful in many things of my life that helped me through day by day. I had to keep in my mind that my life was blessed and it was a gift.

Thus, what did happen to me for this week? As usual, I go to class but there are a few classes I did skip due to my overslept. I went to swimming alone since Alan has something to do and he can make it. Oh yes! Two tests were held and both are physics paper. Another one will be on next Wednesday. Last nights, I and Alan went to library foyer to study basically.

Then, something is bothering me especially Alan. His face becomes blooming red. In sense, I can felt the heat that surrounding his face. Pity him. Pity us too. Punching someone who definitely not in the same strength! Is that the only solution for a tough man, Duh! To show he was TOUGH yet! And more, in physically is we are allowed to fight with someone who is not in the same level. Let me describe Alan in general. He was a man with soft-hearted characteristics. He is not D-queen. I don’t mind whoever he is because he is my best friend and we build this relationship with trust. Back to the point, does it make any sense to punch him? For me, it can't be! If the intention still would like to be proceed, still wants to show the toughness, yes but hit me first. I don’t mind. As Alan said,

ALLAH is here and HE always being fair to HIS mankind.

A Point To Say

Do not Judge a person if you really dont know who really they are !!

This is the chronology how I can wrote those words below.

A friend of mine post a lyrics from S club 7 to our engineering Yahoo Groups. The title is “Say Goodbye”.

As I did reply : “a true love never dies, a true fake love dies.... aku suka lirik ni!...”.

Then, another friend of mine reply this : “Hangpa duk jiwang ap ni???merapu sial....true love la apa la...nk true love sgt, p wt solat taubat...klu benar2 ikhlas....br rs cinta tu mengalir dlm hati dan jasad”.

Then, another reply from my friends that eventually makes me feel want to write something.

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[terlambat agaknya..tp x mengapa. "It is true thou wilt not be able to guide every one, whom thou lovest; but Allah guides those whom He will and He knows best those who receiveguidance".-AlQashah-056-.

kita mmg tahu kan cinta abadi tu adalah cinta kepada Allah."a true love never dies, a true fake love dies...."(salin balik ayat yang aku tulis).
aku tak berapa nak nampak ayat aku ni ada dedicated untuk siapa? LOVE?selain bermakna CINTA, ia juga bermaksud kasih sayang. adakah islam melarang kasih sayang?pendapat aku selagi kita masih mengingati Allah dan mati, selagi kita harus spread the love. tanpa kasih sayang, takkan bersatu. percayalah! kita tahu bnyk pihak juga y cuba nak jatuhkan islam. contoh: Music, itulah cara Christian (cara halus) untuk buat islam berpecah belah. jangan ikut kesombongan diri hanya kerana kita rajin ke masjid sebab Allah itu Maha Mengetahui. kalau Islam sendiri tak bersatu, macamnana kita nnt.

persoalannya bagaimana?Islam terlalu banyak kebaikannya sehingga aku rasa tiada perkataan yang mengatakan kita wajib menghina umat manusia hanya kerana dia berbeza pakaian ataupun rupa dari kita. bagaimana kita nak bersatu klu mcm ni?fikirkan lah?"sial".. adakah itu ayat yang sangat baik untuk kita mengatakan sesuatu itu salah?adakah itu cara kita nak ajak orang lain bertaubat?begitu?

dan aku pun tau aku ni bukan lah superb pandai. klu superb pandai sure dah takde kat usm ni. tapi aku rasa bersyukur la sebab aku di berikan akal, maksud aku boleh berfikir sesuatu bukan hanya dari satu persepektif sahaja.aku ni pun x de lah baik sangat. tudung pun tak pakai, sembahyang pun kadang2 tak cukup tapi tak bermakna aku ni terlalu bodoh tentang islam. TETAPI siapa kita nak menilai seseorang? adakah kita kenal mereka sepenuhnya?adakah kita tahu apa yang mereka lalui? adakah kita mengatahui apa y seseorang itu rancangkan?adakah kita tahu selengkapnya sepertimana Allah mengetahui dan menilai makhlukNYA?-erin-]

Do Not Cross The Line

I hate myself when i mad at him.
I hate myself whenever we have an argument that eventually my ideas was a crap.
I hate myself when he said that i am a mess, burdening him.
I hate myself when he did ignoring my feeling.
I hate myself instead of hating him.
I love him.
I hate myself when I had to create a laws or a gap between us.
I hate myself.
I hate myself when i had to let something that I loved, always love.
I hate myself when my mind is started ruining my mood.
I hate myself for doing this.
I love myself.

Highly Neeon

As I lay in bed unable to sleep yet again I could feel that I have to express something. I have to flow out whatever that makes my mind working. I have t shut it and have to find the button first.

I feel fortunate to have my own space and to be able to find things when I need them, sometimes! The hardest part is keeping it neat and putting things away in a timely manner. I can be lazy about that sometimes and I always pay for it when I get a last minute time such I was late for class. At that time everything is going about to mess as well as my mind.

I had been idle of writing for a quite some time. It is because I didn’t have much time and not much exciting news that happen to me basically. I also absent my swimming class last Wednesday, it’s been a quite long time I did not practising my swimming skills.

Sometimes, I wonder in the years to come. Do I still remember the memories that I sharing through. Do I still remember or keep my ethical principle to be practiced. Yesterday, as I attending a workshop that organized by one of my best buddy in USM. The main reason I was came there is to support her. The next reason is I like to gain my general knowledge. I like to have a debate without any harm consequences. I like to talk with the peace end.

I started with a warm hello and eventually rising up with the issues that I did aware. I am very less in reading so my limitation sometimes blurred me up. From now on, I should do a thing that won’t burden me in future. I should keep thinking and re-think the relation between those matters. It just like when you are playing the Sudoku games which is we have to break the code that surrounding the numbers. For the whole, I felt lucky to join them because it allows me to think in other perspectives.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Finally..... i got it -miss sixty jeans with really really worth in value!

Month Goes By

Goodbye September. Cheer Up for this coming October.