There You Are?

“X loves her but X needs other person love. X hates when people said he is not loyal. X said I am truly loyal person (bullshee’ I said). Before X meets her, X admit that he always hanging out with his new girlfriend. The richest the person, the often X will dated. Unfortunately, X again failed when he started to feel bored to his latest girlfriend. He misses his previous girlfriend. So, he asked for break up. His girlfriend agreed initially. After a few hours, X asked to re-tie the relationships. Seducing again and again until his girlfriend melted. So, they are about to open new book.”



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Beat the Words

There is a person who always said we cannot shop because we don’t have enough money.

There is a person who always said we cannot do this because we are not allowed to these and those. BUT it’s only according to one perspective. For an example, a person has said that long hair is not good because it’ll contain a lot of bacteria. The fact is that person has a lot of kutu on his head so he refused to have a longer hair. Is that fair? We have to condemn other person’s view or doing only because we can’t to have it.

There is a person who always said we have to fight for our needs and passion, so we have to break all the rules that stated for mankind goodness. Eventually raise up the huge new law which accordance to our satisfied without connecting our mankind ethical (good ethical) and our belief in existence of God (ALLAH for Muslims) and Judgment Day. Is that fair? We have raise up the new law only we are prevented to do something?

There is a person who always said we have to pay attention about cleanliness. Sometimes this person had said a person who doesn’t like to repeat the used clothes without washing it was a mengada-ngada. Is that fair? Should we say the annoying words only because we are different in defining the cleanliness words?

Sighss!!

Together?

I felt empty, sad and scared. I don’t know what I had scared of. I wonder do I still have chances to fulfill my goals. I don’t know and confused. I want a good time. I need a really really good time.

No one knows what I had going through my life. No one will understand. There is no longer used to believe the entire story about happy ending. Even I really was hoping for that. Am I disappointed? Yes!!

Someone had said sad matters are the stuff that fuels our dreams to become reality. By believing the sad matter, it wills hence us to believe in good matter. Still hoping I guess.
Ermmm, is it hard to understand what I’m asking for? Peaces!!! Why he always put this “feeling matter” aside. Sighs!!!! STUPID!!!!!

I am leaving. Bye bye bye.

Two in ONE

I spent my day today at WCC. Being a volunteer and helping them finishing what are supposed to be done for tomorrow’s activity.

We arrived there around 9 o’clock. Having a breakfast then we start to work. I met a lot of friends today. Yeah sure. They are so busy and I guess they already sacrifice their time as well as energy doing so many things whether arranging the courses or helping those who need help. So, you guys can link to their website for further information.

Lunch time! Alan promised to bring me to eat at the Temple Fine of Art. The foods that served are vegetarian food. So, I think I have no doubt to eat it. I asked plain water for my drinks but eventually I felt regret after have a taste of Lassi (I don’t know how to spell) drink. It’s so delicious. Next time I comes there, I am sure I’ll order it. The prices? This what makes this Temple Fine of Art interesting. Since this is my first time and so new to know about it. It’s surprising me because you pay by donation. Its means you are eating the food with no exact price because the price is ups to you. It is one way for us to donate. Eating and donating.

Going back to WCC again. Settle up the last things then going to RESCAM to settle things there. After that, Suk Fong drops us at USM’s Bukit Gambir Gate. End my day for today. Tomorrow I’ll be in RECSAM all day long.

So guys, you may visit WCC’s website here.

Shocked!!!!!!!!!

I am truly disappointed. I am failed to answer all those questions as it required.

Uda called before he gets sleep. He asked something that he never asked before. I kindly shocked but I still fulfill his request even I seem like to forget a few words of that doa. Eventually I can remember the ayat that he asked for.

Now, I kind of scared. My mind starts struggling and thinking. I knew I should not to think about all the nonsense things. But I am really worried. I asked him why and he said he just want to remember. Seems his health was not in good condition now. I scared if something…. No no!!! Stop thinking that. The things that I can only do is prays and hoping that it won’t happen.

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It is less than 6 hours.
There are a lot of notes to remember.
I still cannot sleep. Worried perhaps.
Definitely I am worry. I’m staring the notes instead of reading it.

Too much movies for today. A silicon bar is breaking into two. Amoeba splits up and finds the third portion and recombined. Oh, maybe split up again by applying external force and its fluxes from many spatial points.

I am still in 3rd place in riding bicycle. At least top three. BUT the participants are only three. Me, Zara and Alan.

Zero Point

things that always accompany me

Again I am “bathing” myself in the rain today. It was rain when we three walking back from our dinner. Before that, we played bicycle and yet it still rain. So, keep playing. Hoping that I won’t get any fever during this exam period. Uda had fever. Alan too.

OK. Now it’s still raining. Might be the rain will be falling all night long. I wanted so much to close my eyes but it’s seems want to awake. Since my brain still wants to work, then it’s ordered my eyes to keep awake. Sure!! There’s a lot that I should read. Oh gosshhh, I hate to memorize all those notes. Sighs!

Back to the previous night there is nothing to compare about. So, I still keep trying to simplify all the notes where I can simply to remember. So, Erin!!! Wake your mind up and simplified it!!!! ZZzzZZZzzzZz.

Internet connection seems like hanj.

EXPO-SURE

Suddenly felt to "expose" something.

"Loyalty means nothing unless it has at its heart the absolute principle of self-sacrifice."
Woodrow Wilson

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"You've got to give loyalty down, if you want loyalty up"

DONALD REGAN

Heading and Tangoed

A head without boundary sometimes gives a huge impact of bouncing. It gives a very huge impact without us noticing it. I couldn’t say much. I didn’t want to ask for the “other side” things indeed. Just hoping things will get better. A talk had been happened. As usual I’ll be the eyes with no mouth. I have nothing much to say because I knew my words will gone and it’s won’t sticks even once.

OK. Next! Is that right if we have to cease other’s people friendship only because we wanted to? Which case due to jealousy? A person said when it comes to relationship, a love relationship. They have right to stop it. Bullshit. I think we should open the encyclopaedia then find the meaning of friends. But there are a lot of people in this world with variety characteristics. It depends, if the friends are about to over the limit. It has to be something that makes his/her doing that. So, be careful. Watch out yourself and people that surrounding you.

OK. Just went back from lepak at Subaidah. Before that we three are volunteering our voices louder and louder, other words are we three going to karaoke. Most surprised! I can sing a song I that I never thought before. Uji Rasyid’s song and I forget the title. It was chosen by Alan. I am not sleepy yet. Thinking to start reviewing my notes for electronic paper but…felt like...ermmm, perhaps tomorrow? So, until then... See you soon.

Next examination will be held on next Thursday (12/11/2009) at 9 o’clock in the morning. So Erin, come on!!!

Happy Birthday to ME

This is my birthday card made by eldest sister, Along..Thanksss Along…MUccchhssss..

Song Lyrics

As usual, once I got my next favourite song. I am soooo excited to publish it. It’s just a reminder ONLY for me. Preventing me from forget all the song that I was loved before.

I definitely doesn’t mind if you guys did not agree with whatever I did. Just to say that everyone has their own way to satisfied their self. Being a person with a lot of consideration won’t let you burned. Count me on that.

Let say you like to watch actions movies but you never have right to condemn other people’s interest. Everybody has their own characteristics. If the person likes to be like that, just let it be. I think as long as that person knows what was going on and does not humiliate self’s pride. There’s no wrong on that.

Nothing much actually, just feeling weird when people start saying others is dumb if they are not in their line. It happens!!!!

So here it is!!!

Run this Town by Jay-Z, Rihanna and Kenya West.

Life's a game but it's not fair
I break the rules so I don't care
So I keep doin' my own thing
Walkin' tall against the rain
Victory's within the mile
Almost there, don't give up now
Only thing that's on my mind
Is who's gonna run this town tonight

Linkin Park - New Divide

So give me reason to prove me wrong

to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide