The game isn’t as much about the men or money, as it is about my desire to be what I wanted. Life wouldn’t be smooth as what we expected. In amidst of sad and confuse every time I saw them walking and chatting, but I would never tell. I didn’t want to continue this apparent pattern!!!
Now I was in the middle of the game, it is hard for me to move forward more else undo what ever that I did. I have to understand this game well, and I have to understand the rules.
You have to be strong. You can choose whoever you want to be depending on your idols, perhaps. This might be the most important rules in an attempt to be what you want. But no matter what we tried, we have to be ourself. Get some mercy space on ourself.
You can be a complete stranger. This might be an issue to deal with. If looks at my situation now, I rather to be a stranger. Moving a new life without people knew what you have done in the past. Walking without hoping I’ll meet someone that I knew asking what is happening in my life. I can be a liar. I can tell anyone how good my life is but my face can’t lie.
You can’t run away from something once the glaring truth is out there. I tried to hide my life like a big secret, at all costs, even if it meant losing thrust among the people I loved. I have to I guess for this time being. I am really sorry for hurting those people who mostly pertaining in my life.
Yet, I am still in position where the solution is still vague.
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you
::: Currently feel in love with this song. I felt in love when I watched Glee’s series when Rachel sing this song at somewhere music store with a guy from her another school (one of her school’s competitor), I forget his name. CREDITED to Alan, he gave me this song. (GLee Version). I just love it:::
A message for you: She promised to not say anything for what you will do next and she will absolutely shut her mouth when it comes to your matter because you always think she is helpless. Even though it extremely false. She rarely breaking the promise that she made to her friend and let her friend to wait for another 3 hours. It’s enough now and she won’t say anything.
Just a small town girl
livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere
A singer in a smoky room
The smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the nights
Streetlights, people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the nights
Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues
And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on
Don't stop believin
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight, people
(repeat)
Don't stop!
